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[26 Sep 2004|09:12pm] |
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holy man i havent written in here forever!!! wow!!
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[04 Mar 2004|08:23pm] |
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blah blah shanana nanna boom boom wallie wallie o shikbada...boom! clap bang smack sizzle clap bang smack sizzle....can you tell im bored lol!! ahahahahaaha hehehehee hohohoh hahahahah momommmommomo lalalalalala shashashashasha blahblahblahblah huckiehuckiehuckie!! well just got done shopping with Bro0ke and ShAy..had a blast peace!
CaLi-Cu$o-
M:u:C:h::L:o:V:e:
HoLla @cHa gUrL
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[03 Mar 2004|06:24pm] |
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Bro0ke is here right know...until!! March 17!!whoa thats a hell of a long time!! lol and guess what!! her and Tommy are going back out! again holy man!(bro0ke says that)well we shall be chilllin @ the gingerbread inn if wanna holla! love always!
HoLla @cHa gUrL
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-CaLi-CuSo
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[02 Mar 2004|08:40pm] |
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Today was horrible.....cryed in lunch and in english!!...what am i gonna do everything is going wrong...the only good thing for me is soccer and sometimes that turns out bad....i cant keep my grades rollin along good....i cant go without one day without people saying shit about me...sometime i wonder if there just jealous or if i am doing something wrong....i hate when people say stuff about me especially when i can fucking notice!.....she still flirts with him and i have tried telling her but she doesnt think so at all she says flirting is holding hands and hugging well its not only that....it's other things to...how do i tell her again with ut her blowin up in my fucking face...sometimes i just wish i had no friends...i wouldnt have to worry about the middle school drama..wouldnt have to worry about how i acted...what people say behind my back or anything...
my mom and me fight soo much it unbelievable...i am such a bitch to her but yet she doesnt know how to treat me....i am like her maid and i am really just her daughter waiting for her to say she loves me...i havent heard those three words come out of her mouth...since my brother was born July 9th 1997...and before that she used to tuck me in bed and tell me how that i would never be a princess but i would be the queen...the most gorgeous queen of all....were did it all go? did i do anything wrong? i try to get along i just dont have a connection with her anymore....
i try covering my pain but people still see right through me....
Brooke and tommy broke up i feel like im the one that made it happen though i feel bad but at the same time i feel like i have done the right thing....she is still all over him though i just want them to get over each other...she says shes not gonna talk to him on the phone for 2 weeks while she stays with me i bet you 100 dollars that doesnt happpen....he will call her the 1st night and she will answer and stay on the phone for hours....o well
Why cant my heart just stay in one piece?
Much Love
CaLi-Cu$o
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| Life sucks at Times i guess you just gotta learn to get over it |
[01 Mar 2004|06:55pm] |
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I like him soo incredibly much but how do i let him know that how am i suppose to tell him i like him..i dont want to make a fool outta myself...everytime i look at him i get all happy and excited and just cant wait to talk to him in class....what does this mean..
anywayz....
i heard the cheerleaders at stms got 3rd place in california!! congrats!
Elite You all rock my socks!! we whooped those lady cockerdoodles! lol you guys are awesome i love spending my weekends hanging out with you..your like my other family!
just another boring day....(cold as a bitch)
Things just dont happen that quickly...i mean you dont lose your friend between 2 hours its not possible..well aktually i guess it is...i lost my best friend on January 13 2004....she has choosen the guy who makes her cry every night over her best friend that has been there through thick and thin...has gone through so many things together...and the person who drys up all her tears...what a great friend right?.....
Madison Paige Sessums!! i OVE(dont worry i spelt love a different way and i meant to) you ta death! you have always been there for me no matter what you are my cupid and my pshychiatrist..i have gone through so much with you and i love it...love it love it!! we have gone through so many good times together and i cant wait for more!! i hope we stay friends for eternity! you are one cool chika...wether its being a couch potata or partying..im still always having fun with you!! you make my world go round gurl!!
Much Love!
Bro0ke Ellen Butler! i love you soo much dont get me wrong i just wish i could say all the same to you as i did up there^^^about maddie..we had a time when all this was true we had the memories we had everything in common and i love being with you...but you left me for tommy...and i dont understand why you keep putting up with his shit! he makes you cry and me and maddie dry your tears EVERY FUCKING TIME and we dont get any credit for helping you through it but him ya still say oo tommy i love you baby im sorry but im fucking done its bullshit brooke....i(uh oh--Lou Lou--Cuso--and every other nickname we have had) will be here for you forever..but you need to come to realize your friends will be here forever if you're alone, i'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, i'll be your shoulder. if you want a hug, i'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile but whenever you need me as myself i will be here for you......and tommy and you are never gonna be together forever he needs to understand that there are other girls out there he is gonna wanna date im not saying your a bad girlfriend or anything im just saying ur gonna meet new people and wanna have the chance to date and have fun your only 13 years old you have so much more to live for...and you dont need to waste it on someone that makes you cry..you deserve better then that..and if you dont want to listen to me thats fine but im just helping you out...AS a Friend..cause thats what friends do
Well everyone i love you 2 lol!!
CaLi-Cu$O
MuChLoVe
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| Grammy Time!! |
[08 Feb 2004|07:21pm] |
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Hey everyboday!!! i am watching the grammys right now....christina aguilera is performing right now and she actually looks ok...i mean she doesnt look like a slut for once lol!!! well g2g love yah!!
CaLi
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[08 Feb 2004|02:58pm] |
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right know i am at britnes house hangng with katie and britne!! and later we are going to make a movie on how to make smores!! how fun...and then we get to eat them yummmyyy oo yeah and fuckin andy..broe up with me that little shit head!! o well he can LICK MY 9!! that little BIATCH!!
Loads Of Love
-CaLi
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[07 Feb 2004|05:05pm] |
Uhhhh....just got back from soccer and we lost!! uhh the fucking girl was offsides that stupid bitch!! o well it was only 1-0 but we still played good!! poor kailee couldnt play cause she was sick!! Wahhhh :( lol..Kailee got the coolest present from me today!! haha anyways I am going to go take a shower
Loads Of Love!
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Woohoo Isabele just worked out this whole thingy for me and it is SOOOO Neato!! anyways today i have a soccer game at 2:00 down at the cactus shadows field! and Whitney Izzo and Lexi are just about to leave!! Wahhh :( well i must be off Love and Always ::CaLi::
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[07 Feb 2004|09:20am] |
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hey its cali! Im w. whitney brooke isabel and lexi! WE HAD A FUNNNN NIGHT! isabel is the coolest girlie, i miss hanging out w. her, just kinding this is isabel, im updating calis journal for herA! chow
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